Little Bit of Insight Into Your Complex pet

Master knows His pet.  His pet is most complex.  she knows this to be true.  Many things run around in her head.  No they aren't furry critters either.  They are complex thoughts...often too complex for her to even figure out.  pet desires so much of her Master.  Yet, Master does not desire the same things.  While this is alright for most relationships, in a true D/s relationship, it is important that the players be at least on the same page. 

Does my Beloved even desire a true D/s relationship?

pet is the type of person to be good, even the best, at everything she sets out to do.

pet is a hedonist.  she seeks out pleasure.  she most enjoys and is at home with things/people that bring her pleasure.
 
pet is a cynic. she has a hard time seeing things for what they are and it's even harder to accept things at face value.  pet seems to always thing there is a hidden agenda somewhere.

pet loves to live in the moment.  she is horrible at planning for the future.  she has often been said to not see the forest for the trees.  Why?  Who gives a crap about the forest...when there are all these lovely trees. (giggles)

pet's self image is hinged around being artistic, audacious, and adaptable.  she could often times care less about being empathetic and benevolent.  Sad but true.

pet's greatest source of embarrassment stems from doing something awkwardly or poorly.  Master knows this to be true.  It breaks pet's heart that sex is horrible with her and that oral sex is even worse. pet has held some pride in doing things well.  With You however, the one time obviously made a horrible first impression.  Master has yet to revisit this sad state of imperfection, which tells pet, she is to just accept what is.  Not that there is anything wrong with her Beloved wanting her around for her brilliance.  pet just longs to touch her Beloved. she must come to terms with not being desired for anything other than great conversation.  pet knows Master seems to think it is a lack of self respect for herself.  However, pet thrives on connection with You.  pet craves the exchange of sexual energy with You. 

pet wishes for others to see her as she sees herself.  Bold, daring, venturesome....audacious.  pet's self respect is dependent upon being fearless.  To appear weak or cowardly is a tremendous source of guilt.

pet seeks to devote herself to her lover....be a playmate.  Always seeking to please and excite the one she adores (You).    Sadly, this typically results in an inability to maintain a long term relationship.  For instance, marriage to pet is unstable. Many relationships and obviously marriages end up terminated after a few months or years. 

Being in a relationship with pet is never boring...yet pet bores easily.

This is just a tiny snapshot of the complexities that make up your beloved pet. 

she longs to be Your pet for a long time to come.  Master sees this too.  You mentioned it the other evening while we bonded over great conversation.  Master knows and sees that regardless of another marriage ending... the relationship with pet will remain.  Should she embark on another long-term relationship with another, she will not give up her beloved Master.  Anyone that desires to be with pet will always know that pet belongs to her Beloved.  pet remains uncollared/unowned, so to say that Master owns her...would be premature.

i want to move forward with You.  pet understands this is likely an impossible things.  Especially while Master holds pet's heart in His hands, Master's heart belongs to another.

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