Moving Forward
W/we have had a pretty emotional last couple of days.
While pet still longs for love...for the desire to be wanted...she awaits for her Beloved's instructions and guidance in so many things. How is it that she has come this far to allow herself to be stalled by need?
Tonight was delicious. W/we just talked and really just enjoyed the time together. Enjoyed and became fulfilled...in a bond that only a Master and submissive can share.
Our relationship is atypical. Our love abnormal...inamorata....It is not born of leather...it is not born of the protocol-laden relationships that permeate the leather community. It is born of genuine concern...and might I say, love for one another. Master is most hesitant at saying words of such emotional magnitude, yet He does embrace that which His beloved pet is offering.
While she longs to hear from His lips that He cherishes the precious gift she is offering to Him...the surrender she gives...the love she bears...He keeps those words...those feelings...locked up tight away from her. Perhaps it is just knowing that if He were not keep them safely (yet sadly) locked away, she have what she seeks and move onto another seeking yet the very same things.
If she remains, in her mind, always seeking, always searching for that love, that want, that desire to come from Him, she will not stray to another to obtain that pearl.
Call it over-analysis. Call it whatever You wish to.
All I know is that I am exhausted from the last couple of days...and wish to sleep for a couple to compensate.
How is it my days are made so much brighter from a single text reading, "Good morning pet pet"....How is is that I feel the love of my Master, yet never hear it with my ears? How is it You can make my heart sing and my breath still just in a few words?
It is evident in Your embrace...yet pet still seeks to hear it from her Beloved's lips?
I for one, am so glad yesterday is gone, today is nearing an end, and tomorrow is just ahead...
pet has Wednesday to look forward too.
Such an easy fulfilling time with Master today...realizing so much, as to why He does not accept her offerings. Feel no guilt in not seeing me if pet were to bring You lunch or something You may need. pet is aware that her Master's time is most precious...and He is busy. It is that time of year.
her teacher shared with her the experiences he had when collared to his Lady, and knows of the joy that awaits her if her services are accepted with not just open arms, but an open heart too.
Open Your heart to me my Beloved. You shall not be disappointed in loving your pet.
While pet still longs for love...for the desire to be wanted...she awaits for her Beloved's instructions and guidance in so many things. How is it that she has come this far to allow herself to be stalled by need?
Tonight was delicious. W/we just talked and really just enjoyed the time together. Enjoyed and became fulfilled...in a bond that only a Master and submissive can share.
Our relationship is atypical. Our love abnormal...inamorata....It is not born of leather...it is not born of the protocol-laden relationships that permeate the leather community. It is born of genuine concern...and might I say, love for one another. Master is most hesitant at saying words of such emotional magnitude, yet He does embrace that which His beloved pet is offering.
While she longs to hear from His lips that He cherishes the precious gift she is offering to Him...the surrender she gives...the love she bears...He keeps those words...those feelings...locked up tight away from her. Perhaps it is just knowing that if He were not keep them safely (yet sadly) locked away, she have what she seeks and move onto another seeking yet the very same things.
If she remains, in her mind, always seeking, always searching for that love, that want, that desire to come from Him, she will not stray to another to obtain that pearl.
Call it over-analysis. Call it whatever You wish to.
All I know is that I am exhausted from the last couple of days...and wish to sleep for a couple to compensate.
How is it my days are made so much brighter from a single text reading, "Good morning pet pet"....How is is that I feel the love of my Master, yet never hear it with my ears? How is it You can make my heart sing and my breath still just in a few words?
It is evident in Your embrace...yet pet still seeks to hear it from her Beloved's lips?
I for one, am so glad yesterday is gone, today is nearing an end, and tomorrow is just ahead...
pet has Wednesday to look forward too.
Such an easy fulfilling time with Master today...realizing so much, as to why He does not accept her offerings. Feel no guilt in not seeing me if pet were to bring You lunch or something You may need. pet is aware that her Master's time is most precious...and He is busy. It is that time of year.
her teacher shared with her the experiences he had when collared to his Lady, and knows of the joy that awaits her if her services are accepted with not just open arms, but an open heart too.
Open Your heart to me my Beloved. You shall not be disappointed in loving your pet.
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