Reflection
pet is having a strange last few days. Funny how Master was thinking that pet was unraveling. Nope. She just had hoped for seeing you sometime this weekend. Hoping you would take advantage of the fact pet had no children.
Oddly, while a little sad about not seeing you...she is over it. Not sad any longer just more frustrated. pet cannot be of service to Master nor can she be trained in the hopes of being collared without needed communication and physical contact with Him.
Master is ready to discuss things. pet however is not.
she does not wish to face truths that perhaps Master and she will not be together since W/we are not on the same page and have different views of a D/s relationship. While i have never considered myself high maintenance. It appears evident when it comes to D/s she does require more than Master can offer. Now or ever. This is most disheartening to pet. Because she loves Master. she has fallen in love with Him. she does not love not having time or attention with or from Him.
This is an odd predicament for pet's heart to be in. So much is going on right now. So much is happening around pet that could adversely affect her life. pet appreciates that Master does think about her and her life in general. she also has a deep appreciation for the "respect" that Master so consistently reminds her of.
What ever is a pet to do?
So much is not self evident. So much isn't said. So much is left a mystery. Master believes that pet will continue hanging on because the information continues to kept from her. Can pet hold on? Can she hold on for the hopes of having more time?
Master can't change for pet. pet cannot change Master. Master is the only One that can do so in such instances. Master obviously does not see any change is necessary with Him, but sees that change is necessary within pet. she understands that the will of Master is not to bend to that of the submissive, but the will of the submissive must bend to that of Master.
However, it is a continuous give and take. B/both must be involved and present in the relationship in order for it to succeed. Master, do you wish to see this relationship succeed?
What can W/we do together to have this work more fluidly? Perhaps Master no longer wishes to consider pet for a collar. While this would be hurtful it would be something that pet can survive. It would be most complex and psychologically difficult for pet simply would understand if this is not workable.
pet loves Master.
Oddly, while a little sad about not seeing you...she is over it. Not sad any longer just more frustrated. pet cannot be of service to Master nor can she be trained in the hopes of being collared without needed communication and physical contact with Him.
Master is ready to discuss things. pet however is not.
she does not wish to face truths that perhaps Master and she will not be together since W/we are not on the same page and have different views of a D/s relationship. While i have never considered myself high maintenance. It appears evident when it comes to D/s she does require more than Master can offer. Now or ever. This is most disheartening to pet. Because she loves Master. she has fallen in love with Him. she does not love not having time or attention with or from Him.
This is an odd predicament for pet's heart to be in. So much is going on right now. So much is happening around pet that could adversely affect her life. pet appreciates that Master does think about her and her life in general. she also has a deep appreciation for the "respect" that Master so consistently reminds her of.
What ever is a pet to do?
So much is not self evident. So much isn't said. So much is left a mystery. Master believes that pet will continue hanging on because the information continues to kept from her. Can pet hold on? Can she hold on for the hopes of having more time?
Master can't change for pet. pet cannot change Master. Master is the only One that can do so in such instances. Master obviously does not see any change is necessary with Him, but sees that change is necessary within pet. she understands that the will of Master is not to bend to that of the submissive, but the will of the submissive must bend to that of Master.
However, it is a continuous give and take. B/both must be involved and present in the relationship in order for it to succeed. Master, do you wish to see this relationship succeed?
What can W/we do together to have this work more fluidly? Perhaps Master no longer wishes to consider pet for a collar. While this would be hurtful it would be something that pet can survive. It would be most complex and psychologically difficult for pet simply would understand if this is not workable.
pet loves Master.
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