Anxiety

Master,

Today was a whirlwind.

pet visited with a dear friend and her family visiting from NJ. When she lived here, they were the best of friends and even had their babies within two weeks of each other. They remain great friends but distance prevents the sharing we had before.

pet has missed her so much. She has been gone two years and she missed the birth of her son...who turns two soon. Both children...showed me so much love and it was just an extraordinary time of catching up and reconnecting.

pet shared how Master saved her life...how he continues to do so with every lesson.

pet felt so revived and energized to have her camera in hand again...to see moments and capture them. In just a short period of time...pet shot 114 photos...most of the them are good enough to keep...some not so much.

pet misses Master tremendously. pet is sorry she text-ed despite orders from Master to not do so...pet will not disobey again...and will pay your phone bill so it won't be an issue. pet left the leather journal at home today so this is the only communication pet has for Master today. Aren't you so happy about that?

pet had no time to read...but just had time to be loved and adored by my dearest friends. They were shocked at how much weight pet has lost. They called me smoking hot and said that whatever it is I am doing...to keep it going.

Master, pet is missing you more with each passing day but it IS getting easier to not dwell on you not being here. pet's only sadness is she has a gorgeous dress, shoes, stockings, and accessories that would make you proud.....at least pet would hope so. pet wishes Master were here to see...

xoxoxo

Holiday party tomorrow will not be the same without you.

Today's song: Right Thru Me, Nicki Minaj

No reading today...didn't have a second free....pet didn't even work today!