pet Missing Master, Day 2
Master you gave pet some seemingly simple tasks to accomplish while you are away. Pet is finding that these tasks are almost impossible to accomplish. Pet doesn’t even want to get out of bed knowing she will not hear from you…will not see you…knowing you are so very far away…
Last messages from you Master were very wonderful and pet has kept them, savoring them each day…motivating her to move, to do, and to see.
Today is the 2nd day of your absence. Yesterday was not as hard because pet heard from you surprisingly. Just hearing from you filled me with joy and enabled me to just enjoy my day as Master had instructed.
Master believes in pet. Something pet is learning to do…must learn to do on her own…to be strong for Master. Master said pet will be stronger when he returns. Master needs pet to be strong…Master desires/demands pet to be strong. Separation anxiety seems to trying to keep me from being strong.
pet was selfish today. pet shopped for a dress and shoes for a holiday party Master obviously cannot attend with pet because of the fact you are out of the country. This alone makes pet sad and wistful for his presence at this event…however, making her own decisions about what to wear and the shoes, etc…was rather fulfilling. pet hopes Master will approve and be pleased with her selections.
Why does pet miss Master so? pet feels so alone and somewhat afraid of the daily tasks she must do…pet wonders, if it is because she is afraid Master will no longer desire her when he returns and wish for another to be his sub. Out of sight, out of mind…and eventually, out of life?
When Master chose pet a short time ago, she did not understand the implications of being selected for training. pet did not realize the significance of such a status.
pet is reading so much and learning her place in Master’s world.
pet hopes this results in a more fulfilling and rewarding relationship in the future with Master.
pet knows not what Master sees in her. She doesn’t understand why Master believes in her.
Perhaps this is one huge lesson pet must learn…to love herself and believe in herself as Master does.
Last messages from you Master were very wonderful and pet has kept them, savoring them each day…motivating her to move, to do, and to see.
Today is the 2nd day of your absence. Yesterday was not as hard because pet heard from you surprisingly. Just hearing from you filled me with joy and enabled me to just enjoy my day as Master had instructed.
Master believes in pet. Something pet is learning to do…must learn to do on her own…to be strong for Master. Master said pet will be stronger when he returns. Master needs pet to be strong…Master desires/demands pet to be strong. Separation anxiety seems to trying to keep me from being strong.
pet was selfish today. pet shopped for a dress and shoes for a holiday party Master obviously cannot attend with pet because of the fact you are out of the country. This alone makes pet sad and wistful for his presence at this event…however, making her own decisions about what to wear and the shoes, etc…was rather fulfilling. pet hopes Master will approve and be pleased with her selections.
Why does pet miss Master so? pet feels so alone and somewhat afraid of the daily tasks she must do…pet wonders, if it is because she is afraid Master will no longer desire her when he returns and wish for another to be his sub. Out of sight, out of mind…and eventually, out of life?
When Master chose pet a short time ago, she did not understand the implications of being selected for training. pet did not realize the significance of such a status.
pet is reading so much and learning her place in Master’s world.
pet hopes this results in a more fulfilling and rewarding relationship in the future with Master.
pet knows not what Master sees in her. She doesn’t understand why Master believes in her.
Perhaps this is one huge lesson pet must learn…to love herself and believe in herself as Master does.
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