Heart is Singing

pet hated to bother you today Master. pet thinks of you...and of course Bobby on occasion when he walks into my dreams.

pet didn't want you to think she was avoiding a drug test for a secret she is hiding...which she is not.

pet has been off ALL pain medications for 4 days now...and while pet was feeling horrible and rather pained...she is able to move well today...as if she never needed medications in the first place. Master is so wise. How did Master know that this is what she needed?

The widget on my new phone keeps counting down the days until you return to me...and the text message from you tonight...while unexpected...really solidified why and how pet adores you so.

"Gorgeous pet...Don't have that info at the moment... Be good and stay strong (don't text back, too expensive)"

*sigh*

pet can sleep well tonight...pet didn't want to "force" Master to think of her today...while yes she misses you so very much...each day...is a little easier...and my mind is actually clearer now that it's not fuzzy from those medications. This alone makes pet wonder...what exactly is "real" here...

Was our interaction up to now just a fabrication of my drug addled brain?

The text from you...showed my sobered brain...it wasn't.

Master believes pet is gorgeous...in the last few days...shopping and doing little things for herself.....she is starting to see what Master sees in her.

Master, pet is missing you and this blog post corresponds to the hand written journal pet is keeping for you. pet looks at it as a mini scrapbook...room for photos....and yet the pages seem so small..hope you can read it when you return...

Love,

pet

Song of the day: Only Girl, Rihanna

Reading: Different Loving