Only 13 Sleeps Until Master Returns
Shouldn’t this be getting easier? Missing you Master is such a strange phenomenon. It has only been a month since we began this journey. Why does pet miss you so? This must be transference of emotions from some where else.
Clearly Master must understand the gravity of these feelings that pet has. A week before Master began training pet, she was ready to give up on everything. Master knows this to be true. pet is sure he must recall the first meeting and how emotionally unstable pet was at that time.
pet still does not wish to rise from slumber. pet finds it almost impossible to get up…except to care for her children. Other than that, there is little else she seeks to do or finds interest in. Pet is keeping the peace at home as Master instructed…this alone is an evolution of sorts for pet is noticing that Master wants pet to find order out of Chaos.
Did pet mention that she attempted to attend an event? pet loves Christmas. pet is aware Master is not fond of the holidays. Pet’s most favorite holiday is Christmas. Typically this season is a very happy one for pet. Not this year. Pet is not feeling the holiday season this year. Perhaps it is just the circumstances under which she is entering this holiday season. Master is not here…yet he doesn’t like Christmas anyway.
Pet must find a way of making herself be in the mood…for her eldest son has his 13th birthday coming up…just before Christmas. She must make this a very special birthday for him since he is now entering his teen years. Wish pet knew how to get Kim Kardashian to jump out of a cake for her soon to be teenager…who is smitten KK.
pet is working now…but focusing on work is most difficult. pet has found that there are others that experience such separation anxiety. Does this make them weak? Master mentioned that pet must be strong, in his absence pet doesn’t feel strong…Master’s energy is tangible and is something pet craves…finding such within herself is making her question if it even exists within herself…to stand alone…to be without Master. Clearly pet must…where was she before November? Alone. Master has made it very clear, pet is no longer alone.
Where is she now? Physically she is not alone, but emotionally without Master, she feels so very alone. Is Master even thinking of her? Is Master even remotely concerned about her well being while he is away? Can he not call her just to say as much?
Master is busy feeding his flesh with the tender skin of females…jealous…no…I do not feel jealousy…pet is just missing her Master. pet wishes she could join in on the fun.
Wish Master knew just how much.
Clearly Master must understand the gravity of these feelings that pet has. A week before Master began training pet, she was ready to give up on everything. Master knows this to be true. pet is sure he must recall the first meeting and how emotionally unstable pet was at that time.
pet still does not wish to rise from slumber. pet finds it almost impossible to get up…except to care for her children. Other than that, there is little else she seeks to do or finds interest in. Pet is keeping the peace at home as Master instructed…this alone is an evolution of sorts for pet is noticing that Master wants pet to find order out of Chaos.
Did pet mention that she attempted to attend an event? pet loves Christmas. pet is aware Master is not fond of the holidays. Pet’s most favorite holiday is Christmas. Typically this season is a very happy one for pet. Not this year. Pet is not feeling the holiday season this year. Perhaps it is just the circumstances under which she is entering this holiday season. Master is not here…yet he doesn’t like Christmas anyway.
Pet must find a way of making herself be in the mood…for her eldest son has his 13th birthday coming up…just before Christmas. She must make this a very special birthday for him since he is now entering his teen years. Wish pet knew how to get Kim Kardashian to jump out of a cake for her soon to be teenager…who is smitten KK.
pet is working now…but focusing on work is most difficult. pet has found that there are others that experience such separation anxiety. Does this make them weak? Master mentioned that pet must be strong, in his absence pet doesn’t feel strong…Master’s energy is tangible and is something pet craves…finding such within herself is making her question if it even exists within herself…to stand alone…to be without Master. Clearly pet must…where was she before November? Alone. Master has made it very clear, pet is no longer alone.
Where is she now? Physically she is not alone, but emotionally without Master, she feels so very alone. Is Master even thinking of her? Is Master even remotely concerned about her well being while he is away? Can he not call her just to say as much?
Master is busy feeding his flesh with the tender skin of females…jealous…no…I do not feel jealousy…pet is just missing her Master. pet wishes she could join in on the fun.
Wish Master knew just how much.
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