Calm

pet is fascinated how easily You calm her. Just a few words in text can bring her from chaos to near calm. This roller coaster of emotions the last few days has been overwhelming. At times pet doesn't know which direction is forward. Other times she feels like she is taking steps backwards farther away from her Master.

Today is no different. pet hears her Master's words. Crystal clear in clarity, yet they sometimes can have a little sting. Today you mentioned that You hardly see your mom and she lives very close by. Master has a full plate yet again makes time for His beloved pet. That time, while ever so precious, is not easily come by. It has been a week since pet last saw Master. While she knows and understands there are many D/s relationships where the two parties involved may not see each other for weeks. The sub is left to text messages occasionally and email messages. Their Dom's too are busy like Master.

pet does not see her parents often at all. pet did see her mother last weekend. Can't recall the last time she saw her father. She will see both next weekend. One of her children is turning 6 and a party is being held for him at her sisters home in Lake Elsinore. It is not that she does not want to see them or enjoy seeing them, she has never had the desire to drive long distances and face a long drive back. One is in OC and the other Rancho Cucamonga.

Maybe this is something pet should look at changing.